Friday, March 26, 2010

BreAkeVen_

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break
No it don't break, no it don't breakeven, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no

caNt b mOveD_

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I've been in love with you

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Policeman says son you can't stay here
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl, oh whoa
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we meet
Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street

So I'm not moving
('Cause if one day you wake up, find that you're missing me)
I'm not moving
(And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be)
I'm not moving
(Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet)
I'm not moving
(Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street)

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move

zzzzz..


Even if you were a million miles away,I can still feel you in my bed near me, touch me, feel me
and even at the bottom of the sea i can still her it inside my head tellin me ,touch me, feel me, and all the time you were tellin me lies,

so tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you, im gonna hold on to the times that we had,tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you,

have you ever tried sleepin with a broken heart? well you can try slepin in my bed lonley, on me, nobody ever shut it down like youoo, you wore the crown you made my body feel without a doubt, why don't you hold me, need me, i thought you told me youd never leave me, lookin in the sky i can see your face then i know right where i fit in take me, make me, you know that ill always be in love with you right till the end

so tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you, tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you, im gonna hold on to the times that we had,tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you,

Anybody coulda told you right from the start it's bout ta fall apart,so rather than hold on to a broken dream or just hold on to love, and they can find a way to make it, don't hold on to tight i'll make it without you tonigh

EvErY liL' BiT hUrtS_

Every little bit hurts,
Every little bit hurts..

Every night I cry,
every night I sigh,
every night I wonder why
you treat me cold,
yet you won't let me go.

every little hurt counts,
every little hurt counts,
you say you're coming home,
yet you never phone,
leave me all alone,
my love is strong for you,
I'd do wrong for you.
I can't take this loneliness you've given me.
I can't go on giving m life away.

Oh, come back to me,
darling you'll see,
I can give you everything that you wanted before,
if you will stay with me.

Every little bit hurts,
every little bit hurts

To you I'm a toy and you're the boy,
who has to say when i should play.
yet you hurt me, desert me.

Oh, come back to me,
darling you'll see,
I can give you everhything that you wanted before.
if you will stay with me.

Every little bit hurts,
every little bit hurts,
every little bit hurts,
every little bit hurts.

???

cant rily understand y she's still here, U kno.

WheN iT aLL fAlls aParT_

I'm having the day from hell,
It wasn't all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is mest up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is mest up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is mest up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up

bAbY_

You know you love me
I know you care
And I would never, not be there
You are my love
You are my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'
Take another look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time

And now I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine

For you, I would have done whatever
and no i can't believe we're not together
And I'm gonn' play it cool
While I'm losin you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
so come fix me
shake me til' you can wake me from this bad dream*
I'm goin down, down, dooown

*everybody!*

Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine

You can give me all of your love
just this time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come
Now I'm all gone
You can give me all of your love
just this time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come

I wa- I was like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gonee

gIvE me NOvaCaiNe_

Take away the sensation inside
Bitter sweet migraine in my head
Its like a throbbing tooth ache of the mind
I can't take this feeling anymore

Drain the pressure from the swelling
The sensation's overwhelming
Give me a long kiss goodnight
And everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me novacaine

Out of body and out of mind
Kiss the demons out of my dreams
I get the funny feeling, thats alright
Jimmy says it's better than air
I'll tell you why

Drain the pressure from the swelling
The sensation's overwhelming
Give me a long kiss goodnight
And everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me novacaine
Oh novacaine

Drain the pressure from the swelling
The sensation's overwhelming
Give me a long kiss goodnight
And everything will be alright
Tell me Jimmy I won't feel a thing
So give me novacaine

Monday, March 22, 2010

vaNiLLa twiLiGhT_

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

HIM_

16march2010(0400)

she dreamt of him. AGAIN.. aiya. it sucks. doesn't know if its bcoz he misses her or bcoz she misses him too much. well, most likely, none of da above. huahua~ she cried witout da tears anymo. she cudn;t take it anymo.. she cudn;t take it anymo dat she started to ignore them.

big girls don't cry, they say. yet, she's still dat lil girl dat once upon a time ago became da apple of their eyes. (ha ha, s if) she cudn't even believe in wat she was sayin for she fears dat she was lyin to herself. she cudn't take anymo lies in her life. enough wit them, enough wit their lies. NO MORE!!
life's all dat she needs but lies is all dat she sees_

dA niTe afTer_

14march2010(2305)

da nite after da assembly, da hostel went blackout. all of a sudden it's all in pitch black. huhu.. before da assembly, she went to do her laundry ( in da automatic washin machine since they all had juz got back from da trip to KL.. so, evry1 was in a hurry to wash their clothes... babe, tommorow, we have classes) it only take 5minutes to take da attendance of da trainees.. man, three equations above equals to wat???

da answer wud be her laundry was still in da washin machine and was not even halfdone yet. huhu.. wats more thrilin is dat all of her uniforms were in there. so, she was rilly gamblin now. she wasn't rilly in a gud mud at dat time. she juz won't care anymo. ha ha, her foot.

wit dat thoughts in her head, she went to sleep. there she goes again, cryin herself to sleep, tinkin bout him and him. then don't know for how long, she was gone to da outer space. to another place dat she can call home, Planet ZZZZZzzz...

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

GET OUT OF HER HEAD_

14march2010 (1400)

Why cudn’t she juz shut them out of her life?? Why cudn’t she juz tell them to get out of head. She knows dat she has gotta get outta dis mess. Man, wat a mess she’s in rite now. Well, nobody knows..

Her friends tried to help her out of it. They have bin helpin a lot, to b exact. They told her stories of their lives, hopin for her to smile again. She smiles, she laughs but deep inside, she knows dat they knew wat she was feelin. She tried to talk bout it. Then again, she juz doesn’t do tell. Well, not anymo.

She wants to go home,

She needs to go home,

She wants to to cry,

She needs to cry.

So wat if they call her a weeper???

She juz doesn’t giv a d***

She cries, she sings,

She dances, she plays football,

She reads books, she even play games in da facebook.

She smiles.

But she juz cudn’t get them out of her head.

She screams, GET OUT OF HER HEAD!!

She knows dat she cudn’t b gud enough for them. Nothin’s gonna make dis rite again, she knows. Well, wat do you say, Ms Know-It-All, she said to herself. She thought bout it a lot. Wat had she done wrong?? There, da list goes on and on.. they moved on wit their lives now. She wonders she’s still there. Is she waitin for them to come back to her??? Not in a million years, she tinks. She’s not hopin to see them anymo. Dis one she knows for sure, she’ll cry. Again. GET OUT OF HER HEAD!!

She loves to watch dis one pict. It’s a pict of her dat she feels like smiling back to her everytime she looks at it. She believes dat she can fly. She feels dat she can touch da sky. She believes dat she can soar up high. She looks so happy in it. She knows dat she wud juz have to spread her wings and then she flies.

They’re happy now, she tinks. She juz doesn’t talk to them anymo.. She feels dat she shud b happy for them now dat they ‘re happy wit their lives now, rite?? They were not happy when they were still wit her, she felt it. She kept tellin herself dat everytin’s gonna b all rite. She has owez been learnin tings by da hard way. Wat diff wud dis time make??

She is tired of cryin everytime she tinks of them. She hates them. Yes, she still hates them till dis moment. They juz don’t know bout it. They juz don’t care. They juz don’t realized it. They walked out on her. They dumped dat lil girl. Man, dat lil girl juz wont grow up. She still is s bad s how they had last saw her. She still is da bad girl they used to know.

She sings:

I don’t know if I can yell any louder

How many times have I kicked you outta here

I could be mean when I wanna be

I’m capable of really anything

I can cut you into pieces

When my heart is broken…

So, juz GET OUT OF HER HEAD!!

Sunday, March 7, 2010

BACK FROM OUTTA TOWN_

Today, her friends r back from out of town.. YEEPPPPPPIIIIIYYYEYE!!!!!!!. hihi.. So, she won't feel alone anymo. Even thou she still got a roommate livin with her for dis couple of days, she feels alone. huhu.. She juz cudn't get along with that roommate of hers. She wonders wat she had done to b treated that way. She wonders wat she had done to dat `friend'. Okay, enough with dat story. Enough wit da sad story. NO MORE.

She just cudn't wait for her friends to b back. They're crazy and they love to talk... They love small talks and they crack jokes all da time. She wudn't b able to stop laughin when they're aroun. They're independent and so much maturer than her. She wonders when she wud b mature enough to live in dis wild wide world.. huhu. Yup, she wonders a lot. Dats y she loves to sit and juz watch people most of da time. She's not hopin dat everyone aroun her to understand her. Nobody cud understand her. DAT, she understands.

Btw, her friends r comin home today. (home = dorm) hihi.. And you, kno wat??? She hasn't pick up da laundry dat she done yesterday. She hasn't eaten yet. Nop, she hasn't taken any meals yet today and da time now is alrdi 2.30 in da afternun... ish3. Okay, she's goin now. (Poor stomach of hers).. And yet, still she stays in front of da laptop and cont to write. hahahaha... Wat a stubborn gurl. Okay okay.. she's goin now.. See you later.

I CAN WAIT FOREVER_

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I'll miss the most is waking up next you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I've gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better
Until that day there's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I can wait forever, I can wait forever
I can wait forever, I can wait forever, I can wait forever

SAVE YOU_

SAVE YOU_


Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It’s Just skins and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I’ll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Insya ALLAH_

Insya ALLAH (ALLAH WILLING)_

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

OVER IT_

OVER IT_

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.
oh..

That's why (your eyes)
I'm over it (your smile)
I'm over it (realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....


POPROCKS & COKE_

POPROCKS & COKE_

Wherever you go
You know I’ll be there
If you go far,
You know I’ll be there
I’ll go anywhere,
So I’ll see you there
You place the name
You know I’ll be there
You name the time
You know I’ll be there
I’ll go anywhere
So I’ll see you there

I don’t care if you don’t mind
I’ll be there not far behind
I will dare
Keep in mind
I’ll be there for you

Where there’s truth
You know I’ll be there
Amongst the lies
You know I’ll be there
I’ll go anywhere
So I’ll see you there
POPROCKS & COKE_

I don’t care if you don’t mind
I’ll be there not far behind
I will dare
Keep in mind
I’ll be there for you

If you should fall
You know I’ll be there
To catch the call
You know I’ll be there
I’ll go anywhere
So I’ll see you there

I don’t care if you don’t mind
I’ll be there not far behind
I will dare
Keep in mind
I don’t care
I’ll be there for you
I’ll be there for you

smiLe_

smiLe_


smile, my dear..
smile..
always put a smile on your face
not because you have a reason to smile
but your smile itself is a reason for many others to smile...

PaSsiON_

PaSsiON_

Passion is powerful. Nothing was achieved without it and nothing can take its place. No matter what you face in life, if your passion is great enough, you’ll find the strength to succeed.. Without passion, life has no meaning. So put you heart, mind and soul into even your smallest acts. This is the essence of life. This is the secret of life...

wHy??

wHy??


She misses him

She misses them

They were a part of her

They are still a part of her life

She misses them

She really misses them

But she can’t understand it

She can’t take it

She just can’t face it

She know she was a bad girl

She still is

She knows what she did was wrong

She only knows that now.

NOW.

Why didn’t they right her when they know what she was doing was wrong??

Why instead of righting her, they choose to walk away.

They chose to walk away.

WHY??

Why with all capital letters.

Why did they leave her??

Why did they walk away from her??

How could they rather see her this way??

Ooppss, her bad, she said. They couldn’t see her now.

They couldn’t see her at all.

She was invisible

She’s still invisible to them.

They used to be her heroes.

They used to tuck her in to sleep

Not anymore.

No more, he said.

No more, they said.

No more.

She can’t help it

She kept saying that everything’s going to be all right for her

All right for them

She kept telling herself that she want to forgive them.

She really wants to let them go.

Let them really leave her.

To leave her mind.

She’s tired of all of this. She’s tired.

She’s just a lil girl.

Friday, March 5, 2010

uSe sOmeBoDy_

I been
Roaming around
Always
Looking down
And all I see
Paintin faces
Buildin' places
I can't reach

You know
That I could
Use somebody
You know
That I could
Use somebody

Someone like you
And all you know
And how you speak
Come as lovers
Under covers
On the street

You know
That I could
Use somebody
You know
That I could
Use somebody
Someone like you

THE CLIMB_

THE CLIMB_

I can almost see it,
The dream I'm dreamin'
But there's a voice inside my head sayin'
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My fate is shaking

But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes were gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes it might knock me down
But, No, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember Most, yeah
Just gotta keep goin'

And, I, I got to be Strong
Just Keep pushing, oh
'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
Were always gonna wanna make it through
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes were gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's The Climb

Yeah

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes were gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith

OnCe UpOn a TiMe agO_

Once upon a time ago, there was a lil’ girl in this wide wild world. This is a story of a girl who cried a river and drowned the whole world. Born in Borneo island, where there were once a village, once upon a time ago. A weeper, they said. Even though they had never seen her cryin’ out front in the open. She wouldn’t let them. She won’t let it show, either. When she looked so sweet in the photographs, God knows how she feels inside.

She’s already used to being called a stubborn girl. It runs in family, she said. She wonders herself, her family said she used to be a talkative girl. Well, once upon a time ago. How come she doesn’t talk that much anymore?? She’s still wonderin, though.

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Sometimes,

she feels down.

She is just a drop in the ocean, she thinks.

She is just a number in the population. She is just a lil’ girl in this wide world.

How will other people see her??

How will she survive??

No one to tell her how.

She feels down.

She just doesn’t show it.

Sometimes,

She feels disappointed.

Why do the ones that she loves let her down??

How could them do that to her??

She wonders.

Doesn’t she worth their love??

She wonders.

Doesn’t she worth the fight??

Why won’t they fight for her??

She’s still fightin.

Out there.

Alone.

On her own.

Where are they when she needed them??

She wonders.