Friday, March 26, 2010
BreAkeVen_
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no
What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no
What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)
You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break
No it don't break, no it don't breakeven, no
What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)
Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no
caNt b mOveD_
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am
Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I've been in love with you
'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
Policeman says son you can't stay here
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go
'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl, oh whoa
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world
Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved
'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we meet
Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street
So I'm not moving
('Cause if one day you wake up, find that you're missing me)
I'm not moving
(And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be)
I'm not moving
(Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet)
I'm not moving
(Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street)
Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
zzzzz..
Even if you were a million miles away,I can still feel you in my bed near me, touch me, feel me
and even at the bottom of the sea i can still her it inside my head tellin me ,touch me, feel me, and all the time you were tellin me lies,
so tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you, im gonna hold on to the times that we had,tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you,
have you ever tried sleepin with a broken heart? well you can try slepin in my bed lonley, on me, nobody ever shut it down like youoo, you wore the crown you made my body feel without a doubt, why don't you hold me, need me, i thought you told me youd never leave me, lookin in the sky i can see your face then i know right where i fit in take me, make me, you know that ill always be in love with you right till the end
so tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you, tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you, im gonna hold on to the times that we had,tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you,
Anybody coulda told you right from the start it's bout ta fall apart,so rather than hold on to a broken dream or just hold on to love, and they can find a way to make it, don't hold on to tight i'll make it without you tonigh
EvErY liL' BiT hUrtS_
Every little bit hurts..
Every night I cry,
every night I sigh,
every night I wonder why
you treat me cold,
yet you won't let me go.
every little hurt counts,
every little hurt counts,
you say you're coming home,
yet you never phone,
leave me all alone,
my love is strong for you,
I'd do wrong for you.
I can't take this loneliness you've given me.
I can't go on giving m life away.
Oh, come back to me,
darling you'll see,
I can give you everything that you wanted before,
if you will stay with me.
Every little bit hurts,
every little bit hurts
To you I'm a toy and you're the boy,
who has to say when i should play.
yet you hurt me, desert me.
Oh, come back to me,
darling you'll see,
I can give you everhything that you wanted before.
if you will stay with me.
Every little bit hurts,
every little bit hurts,
every little bit hurts,
every little bit hurts.
WheN iT aLL fAlls aParT_
It wasn't all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is mest up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is mest up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again
Everything is mest up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]
Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up
bAbY_
I know you care
And I would never, not be there
You are my love
You are my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart
Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'
Take another look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time
And now I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine
For you, I would have done whatever
and no i can't believe we're not together
And I'm gonn' play it cool
While I'm losin you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
so come fix me
shake me til' you can wake me from this bad dream*
I'm goin down, down, dooown
*everybody!*
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine
You can give me all of your love
just this time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come
Now I'm all gone
You can give me all of your love
just this time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come
I wa- I was like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gonee
gIvE me NOvaCaiNe_
Bitter sweet migraine in my head
Its like a throbbing tooth ache of the mind
I can't take this feeling anymore
Drain the pressure from the swelling
The sensation's overwhelming
Give me a long kiss goodnight
And everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me novacaine
Out of body and out of mind
Kiss the demons out of my dreams
I get the funny feeling, thats alright
Jimmy says it's better than air
I'll tell you why
Drain the pressure from the swelling
The sensation's overwhelming
Give me a long kiss goodnight
And everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me novacaine
Oh novacaine
Drain the pressure from the swelling
The sensation's overwhelming
Give me a long kiss goodnight
And everything will be alright
Tell me Jimmy I won't feel a thing
So give me novacaine
Monday, March 22, 2010
vaNiLLa twiLiGhT_
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
HIM_
dA niTe afTer_
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
GET OUT OF HER HEAD_
14march2010 (1400)
Why cudn’t she juz shut them out of her life?? Why cudn’t she juz tell them to get out of head. She knows dat she has gotta get outta dis mess. Man, wat a mess she’s in rite now. Well, nobody knows..
Her friends tried to help her out of it. They have bin helpin a lot, to b exact. They told her stories of their lives, hopin for her to smile again. She smiles, she laughs but deep inside, she knows dat they knew wat she was feelin. She tried to talk bout it. Then again, she juz doesn’t do tell. Well, not anymo.
She wants to go home,
She needs to go home,
She wants to to cry,
She needs to cry.
So wat if they call her a weeper???
She juz doesn’t giv a d***
She cries, she sings,
She dances, she plays football,
She reads books, she even play games in da facebook.
She smiles.
But she juz cudn’t get them out of her head.
She screams, GET OUT OF HER HEAD!!
She knows dat she cudn’t b gud enough for them. Nothin’s gonna make dis rite again, she knows. Well, wat do you say, Ms Know-It-All, she said to herself. She thought bout it a lot. Wat had she done wrong?? There, da list goes on and on.. they moved on wit their lives now. She wonders she’s still there. Is she waitin for them to come back to her??? Not in a million years, she tinks. She’s not hopin to see them anymo. Dis one she knows for sure, she’ll cry. Again. GET OUT OF HER HEAD!!
She loves to watch dis one pict. It’s a pict of her dat she feels like smiling back to her everytime she looks at it. She believes dat she can fly. She feels dat she can touch da sky. She believes dat she can soar up high. She looks so happy in it. She knows dat she wud juz have to spread her wings and then she flies.
They’re happy now, she tinks. She juz doesn’t talk to them anymo.. She feels dat she shud b happy for them now dat they ‘re happy wit their lives now, rite?? They were not happy when they were still wit her, she felt it. She kept tellin herself dat everytin’s gonna b all rite. She has owez been learnin tings by da hard way. Wat diff wud dis time make??
She is tired of cryin everytime she tinks of them. She hates them. Yes, she still hates them till dis moment. They juz don’t know bout it. They juz don’t care. They juz don’t realized it. They walked out on her. They dumped dat lil girl. Man, dat lil girl juz wont grow up. She still is s bad s how they had last saw her. She still is da bad girl they used to know.
She sings:
I don’t know if I can yell any louder
How many times have I kicked you outta here
I could be mean when I wanna be
I’m capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is broken…
So, juz GET OUT OF HER HEAD!!
Sunday, March 7, 2010
BACK FROM OUTTA TOWN_
I CAN WAIT FOREVER_
SAVE YOU_
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It’s Just skins and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I’ll be there for you
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Insya ALLAH_
Insya ALLAH (ALLAH WILLING)_
OVER IT_
POPROCKS & COKE_
smiLe_
PaSsiON_
PaSsiON_
Passion is powerful. Nothing was achieved without it and nothing can take its place. No matter what you face in life, if your passion is great enough, you’ll find the strength to succeed.. Without passion, life has no meaning. So put you heart, mind and soul into even your smallest acts. This is the essence of life. This is the secret of life...
wHy??
wHy??
She misses him
She misses them
They were a part of her
They are still a part of her life
She misses them
She really misses them
But she can’t understand it
She can’t take it
She just can’t face it
She know she was a bad girl
She still is
She knows what she did was wrong
She only knows that now.
NOW.
Why didn’t they right her when they know what she was doing was wrong??
Why instead of righting her, they choose to walk away.
They chose to walk away.
WHY??
Why with all capital letters.
Why did they leave her??
Why did they walk away from her??
How could they rather see her this way??
Ooppss, her bad, she said. They couldn’t see her now.
They couldn’t see her at all.
She was invisible
She’s still invisible to them.
They used to be her heroes.
They used to tuck her in to sleep
Not anymore.
No more, he said.
No more, they said.
No more.
She can’t help it
She kept saying that everything’s going to be all right for her
All right for them
She kept telling herself that she want to forgive them.
She really wants to let them go.
Let them really leave her.
To leave her mind.
She’s tired of all of this. She’s tired.
She’s just a lil girl.
Friday, March 5, 2010
uSe sOmeBoDy_
THE CLIMB_
OnCe UpOn a TiMe agO_
Once upon a time ago, there was a lil’ girl in this wide wild world. This is a story of a girl who cried a river and drowned the whole world. Born in Borneo island, where there were once a village, once upon a time ago. A weeper, they said. Even though they had never seen her cryin’ out front in the open. She wouldn’t let them. She won’t let it show, either. When she looked so sweet in the photographs, God knows how she feels inside.
She’s already used to being called a stubborn girl. It runs in family, she said. She wonders herself, her family said she used to be a talkative girl. Well, once upon a time ago. How come she doesn’t talk that much anymore?? She’s still wonderin, though.
She wOndeRs_
She wOndeRs_
Sometimes,
she feels down.
She is just a drop in the ocean, she thinks.
She is just a number in the population. She is just a lil’ girl in this wide world.
How will other people see her??
How will she survive??
No one to tell her how.
She feels down.
She just doesn’t show it.
Sometimes,
She feels disappointed.
Why do the ones that she loves let her down??
How could them do that to her??
She wonders.
Doesn’t she worth their love??
She wonders.
Doesn’t she worth the fight??
Why won’t they fight for her??
She’s still fightin.
Out there.
Alone.
On her own.
Where are they when she needed them??
She wonders.
