wHy??

wHy??

She misses him

She misses them

They were a part of her

They are still a part of her life

She misses them

She really misses them

But she can’t understand it

She can’t take it

She just can’t face it

She know she was a bad girl

She still is

She knows what she did was wrong

She only knows that now.

NOW.

Why didn’t they right her when they know what she was doing was wrong??

Why instead of righting her, they choose to walk away.

They chose to walk away.

WHY??

Why with all capital letters.

Why did they leave her??

Why did they walk away from her??

How could they rather see her this way??

Ooppss, her bad, she said. They couldn’t see her now.

They couldn’t see her at all.

She was invisible

She’s still invisible to them.

They used to be her heroes.

They used to tuck her in to sleep

Not anymore.

No more, he said.

No more, they said.

No more.

She can’t help it

She kept saying that everything’s going to be all right for her

All right for them

She kept telling herself that she want to forgive them.

She really wants to let them go.

Let them really leave her.

To leave her mind.

She’s tired of all of this. She’s tired.

She’s just a lil girl.